I have been getting really faint lines on HPTs the last few days and I fear it is not enough for a viable pregnancy. But I guess I am pregnant, so hooray for that. I will enjoy it while it lasts.
This week has been so horribly stressful, I can't even begin to explain it. We have been going through this horrible decision about which of two mediocre daycares to send him to, and feeling terrible about either choice we finally just had to pick one. I'm overwhelmed with the thought of going back to work, teaching Grade 1 (a new grade for me), in a new room, and unpacking all my stuff from storage. My whole life is going to change in a few weeks. And sadly, I think another WTF appointment is in my future as well, and no new baby to look forward to. Just more decisions, crap. I hate making decisions. Do we try again? What do we do differently? Do we stop? How will we come to acceptance? My anxiety has been very high and I can barely eat, I feel so sick with worry and too much problem solving.