Joseph is now 19 months old! I love him so much, and dread leaving him at daycare starting in just over a week. He does so much now, and his personality is really coming out! He is very inquisitive and playful, so full of smiles and joy. I really hope going to daycare doesn't shake him up too much. Needless to say, with this 2 week wait, daycare starting, and soon returning to work, I have been a mess. I have been feeling really low, and scared that I will continue to feel this way. I am worried that this cycle likely hasn't worked, and maybe Joseph is going to be an only child. I'm not sure what to do with those thoughts. I am trying to just focus on the joys of the moment. And Joseph brings me so much joy!